As passionate as I am about writing, I must confess, I am terrified. You see, the ten thousand or more pages that I have written in the past ten years are set in “private mode” meaning they are safely stored in the nightstand next to my bed. There is nothing scary about opening up a book, turning to the next blank page, grabbing my favorite sharpie pen and start writing. I write and write and write sometimes hours on end without fear of anything. I’ll give you an example of something I am doing right this minute. I have re-read this paragraph at least seven times and I’ll probably read it another dozen times before I even post it. Why am I doing that? When I write in my journals, I hardly EVER read over something I wrote. Spelling, grammar…. there is no spell check. I just open my book, grab my pen and off I go. It’s almost as if my hand is on autopilot. I don’t ever backspace or delete what I wrote. The most I will do is scratch off a word or two here or there. Ok now it’s been nine times I’ve read this paragraph over. At the end of the day, who cares, nobody sees it but me. 10 Times…. Why am I terrified? I don’t know what I am doing. This is crazy. 11 Times. There are so many uncertainties when you make a decision to put it all out there. In addition to putting it all out there, I have no idea how to set up a website, how to run a blog…. GOD knows I can go on and on. One thing I do know is that I am passionate about this, what I’m doing right now. I am passionate about writing! 12 Times…. I’m done.